i think to myself every day that i need to write something.
but i never get around to it.
i've missed Christmas. Nathyn's birthday. Jacob's birthday.
even my last 7 days off.
it seems like there is always something going on, but we are never doing anything?
i clean. go to work. on my days off, it's time to clean again.
as always i have several things i want to do.
but never get them done.
but can't decide on a color.
i'm leaning towards grey.
i've got a big project in the works.
but it's a secret!
i've got to get started planning the "Best Summer Ever 2011".
i've got to start planning our beach vacation.
we've got some land clearing that needs to be done.
i want to plant a vegetable garden this year.
and that's not counting all the little projects i want to do also.
i need to clean.